I’ll be lying down for a couple of hours, perfectly still. I am hoping I can nap a bit, but I imagine this is just wishful thinking. Today, I am having a PET scan that is supposed to show where cancer may be throughout my body. It is a total exposure of sorts. Funny. God has used me in my transparency in sharing my life stories; now every square cell in my physical story will become visible for all to see. On the cellular level, anyway.

God has said, He has searched me and knows me, yet loves me. I often think of this truth in the light of the wrongs I have committed and asked God to deliver me from, to forgive me, but I have thought simplistically, I think. I think God and I are going deeper still.

Evening Apples – Original Watercolor, Marcia Carole


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